Esoteric N Chill
Does self-improvement make you horny? Are you naturally curious and want to learn more about everything from crypto to relationships to the adult industry? If so, then welcome to Esoteric N’ Chill, where your host Isabella James (that’s me!) – aka Spiritual Bimbo – will recount all of the latest personal revelations, uncomfortable experiences, and hard-earned lessons that she’s encountered during her spiritual journey. Netflix is soooo 2022 – let’s Esoteric N’ Chill baby! Follow me on Instagram: @SpiritualBimbo0
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5. Fck Boy Crypt: Tales abroad
Welcome to another edition of “Tales from the Fckboy Crypt.” Your favorite spiritual bimbo is going abroad for this episode and talking about a very toxic person I met at the Tony Robbins retreat.
He was an Australian scorpio – and he was cute. But the moment I saw this guy, I knew I had to stay away.
Unfortunately… he was everywhere.
Although I was only around him for 72 hours, things went from bad to worse real quick. From toxic comments to drawing wild conclusions about me to love bombing, this was a seriously toxic person.
Fortunately, the work that I’ve done on myself recently helped me to always remain aware of the situation I was in and not get too shaken up.
I’ll take this as a reminder to continue my healing journey. And maybe… to take a break from dating for a while.
“They say that time heals everything. No, it’s not the time. It’s the growth and it’s the transformation into new versions of ourselves that do not fit the old narrative.”
-Isabella James
Timestamps
0:00 - Intro
1:38 - Bali + Getting Out of Survival Mode
3:30 - It’s Okay to Grieve Past Versions of Ourselves
8:20 - The Value of Not Dating
9:36 - Meeting the Australian Scorpio
12:38 - At the Airport
30:16 - It Shows When You’re Not Doing “the Work”
41:04 - Toxic Comments/Oversharing
49:34 - Getting Rid of the Fckboy
54:08 - My Strangely Toxic Reaction to Blocking a Toxic Person
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